The Luckiest Man on the Face of the Earth

A Conversation With Timothy Johnson

Lou Gherig called himself the “luckiest man on the face of the earth” during his farewell speech, recognizing the blessing of the love being poured out upon him by former teammates and fans despite being forced to retire from the game he loved.  Gherig’s heroism in the face of impending death due to ALS provides inspiration for any who face difficulty.  And while Gherig must have felt like the luckiest man, I think the title belongs to me.

I think myself the luckiest, richest man on the face of the earth because God gave me a godly mother.  My mother wanted, and still wants, only one thing from her three sons:  that they love God with all their heart, soul, and mind.  And no mother has ever loved her sons more, found more joy in her sons, or sacrificed more for her sons.  My mother’s incredible example of godliness and sacrificial love makes me the luckiest man on the face of the earth.

My parents were told by multiple doctors that they could not have children.  They found a doctor who shared their belief that all things are possible with God, adopted my older brother, and kept trying – because why not, right?  They loved their first son with all their hearts.   Ten years later, surprise, surprise, a Timothy came along.  God made the impossible not just possible but actual.  Two years later, another son joined the Johnson home, another miracle.

Throughout our lives, my brothers and I have been told how much we were desired, how our parents prayed for us to be conceived and born.  I picture my mother, like Hannah, in the temple praying and crying out to God for Samuel, then dedicating him to the Lord.  She desired to have children with all of her titanic heart and devoted us to the Lord from the very start of her prayers.

No mother has ever found more joy in her sons.  Pictures exist of my family spanning across the 70’s, 80’s, 90’s, and through the early 20’s.  All of them, even the ones taking sans pose, depict a family who played and laughed together, a family who enjoyed being together.  This ‘together-joy’ flowed from my parents into and through their sons.

Even at 50, my Mom enjoyed playing on the beach or in the pool with her hyperactive children.  A day of playing was often followed by a game of cards or bowling.  During all of this play, we laughed and laughed and laughed.  My mom taught us that “laughter is the medicine for the soul.”  Laughter was not only our soul-medicine, but also our love-language.  Love and joy intertwine in my mom’s heart, then flow out to ferry her sons along in an unsinkable raft on this river of life. 

No mother has ever sacrificed more for her sons.  My mom has given more, especially of herself, than most people can imagine.  She gave us all of her time and money, and still does.  When I left my girlfriend’s corsage in the refrigerator the day of her prom, my parents drove an hour and a half each way to make sure I did not let her down.  My mom never had new clothes, but she made sure we did.  She took us shopping to the outlet stores in Smithfield, taking us out to eat, and celebrated with us at each special item found.  

When my younger brother and I began this incarceration crossing, my parents decided to make supporting us a priority.  They traveled to prisons around the state, week after week, for years on end to visit us.  They gave up their dreams of retirement to provide money for canteen, packages, shoes, food sales, phone calls, books and the many other expenses of supporting a person in prison.  My mother has never complained about the sacrifices.  She rejoiced every time we received anything special – a Christmas package, new shoes, or pizza – happy to sacrifice to give us something.

And no mother has ever loved her sons more.  Love cannot be precisely quantified but its presence can be detected, and my mother devotes herself to loving God and loving others.  The ‘loving others’ reaches her family first, especially her three sons.  Supporting a loved one in prison takes a financial toll, but the burden extends much further, especially when the incarcerated has an interminable sentence.  My brother was sentenced to 30 years and I to life without parole.  My mother did not just offer support, she shared our burden as her own.

She asked countless questions about our experiences and environment, and realizing that we live in a dark, drab world, she sent colorful cards, stationary, and bookmarks.  My hologram dolphins and donuts bookmarks make me smile every time I open a book.  The cards with affirmations like “Become the most enthusiastic person you know” and pictures like the frog who has the crane by the throat refusing to be swallowed and titled, “Don’t Ever Give Up,” hang on my cell wall and encourage me as I start each day.  My mom, my Mama, loves her son as much as any mother ever could.  

Outside support makes a difference impossible to explain.  It is impossible for most to truly understand how much it means to an incarcerated person to receive money, visits and books.  Having a little canteen money almost completely changes life.  I am not saying it means as much as being born anew in the Spirit of Christ – not even close.  That reconciliation changes eternity.  But having money to buy a decent toothbrush, dental floss, a Dr. Pepper, a Little Debbie Fudge Round, or ice cream does completely alter a person’s quality of life in the prison setting.  That money also makes it possible to purchase phone time, which is certainly not cheap, at $1.65 per fifteen-minute phone call.  Contact with friends and family is a precious blessing.  Whether good or bad, it makes it better to be able to share it with someone who cares.

Lincoln once expressed, “No man is poor who has had a godly mother.”  I’m taking that further, I believe a man who has had a godly mother is the luckiest, richest man on the face of the earth.  I am that man, because God gave me a godly mother.  Yes, it is true; the luckiest, richest man on the face of the earth resides in a North Carolina prison serving life without parole.  

ABOUT THE WRITER.  Timothy Johnson is serving a life without parole sentence.  He has a Bachelor of Arts degree in Pastoral Ministry with a minor in Counseling from the College at Southeastern Baptist Theological Seminary; he serves as the assistant editor for The Nash News, the first and longest running prison publication in NC; he was editor of Ambassadors in Exile, a journal/newsletter that represents the NCFMP; he is a co-author of Beneath Our Numbers; and he has been published in the North Carolina Law Review (Hope for the Hopeless:  The Prison Resources Repurposing Act https://scholarship.law.unc.edu/nclr/vol100/iss3/2/).
Recently, Timothy and Phillip Vance Smith, II, co-authored a piece for NC Newsline, which can be found here, and Timothy can also be heard on the Prison POD podcast on youtube.

Mr. Johnson can be contacted at:
Timothy Johnson #0778428
Nash Correctional Institution
P.O. Box 247
Phoenix, MD 21131

Timothy Johnson can also be contacted through GettingOut.com

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Remembering Dominica…

Dominica Raggs and I spent both seventh and eighth grade in the same class.  For two whole years she sat directly behind me. There was a mere three feet between us, yet we were worlds apart. Finding out this quiet, hazel-eyed girl was the only other person from my graduating class to attend the same high school as me was mildly shocking.

Freshman year was, honestly, more interesting than difficult.  I didn’t think much of it the day Ms. Anderson canceled fourth period swim class due to a maintenance problem with the school’s pool.  She left a notice on the door informing us to report to Coach Torian’s gym class immediately.  

The change in scenery was ideal for me.  I’d been wanting to ball in the school’s gym all semester and wasn’t going to miss the opportunity.  I chilled in the bleachers with some of my dawggs, assured I was running next.  

As the game neared its end, I got up, anxious to play.  It was then that I noticed a commotion at the side of the bleachers.  From where I stood, all I could see was Walter Jones throwing what appeared to be hair to some dude I couldn’t really see.  Then I realized a girl was running between Walter and his partner in crime, trying in vain to get the hair they were keeping from her.  

I don’t recall what exactly drew me to this tasteless spectacle.  What I do remember vividly is the moment I was close enough to see the tear stricken face of Dominica being laughed at as she begged Walter and his friend to give her wig back.  Seeing the pain in her eyes and the absence of hair on her head, I suddenly realized that all the days she’d been absent in elementary school were probably because she was hiding how truly sick she was.

I felt a piece of my soul begin to decay as I stood there, and I knew if I continued standing there I’d never be whole again.  A compulsion overtook me, and I found myself standing over Walter after I educated him on the seriousness of the situation.  Walter’s accomplice dropped the wig and ran before we could discuss his participation.  

I picked up the disheveled hair and tried to straighten it as I gave it back to Dominica.  When she looked into my eyes, still crying, I knew I would never regret standing up for her.

Fifteen minutes later, I found myself in the principal’s office being suspended for fighting.  Eleven days into my two week suspension I learned from a friend that Dominica died.  She’d had leukemia.

When I attended the funeral, Dominica’s mom came over to personally thank me for my actions.  Someone must have told her who I was.  Then she asked me to speak a few words on Dominica’s behalf.  I didn’t have it in my heart to say no, and the words I spoke that day came from a place in my soul I didn’t even know I had.  In the three years I had known Dominica I learned absolutely nothing about her, but in the moment I stood up for her, our souls touched.  I’ll never forget her. 

ABOUT THE WRITER.  The author writes under the pen name Resolute, and although he doesn’t write often, the work he has shared here has been nostalgic and genuine, though both have been pieces about loss. Both have also been little windows into his past, and he has a very charming way of opening them.

Any comments left on this page will be forwarded to the author.

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Addict, Killer and Now a Survivor

My journey to become worthy is intertwined with penance,
And with my penance understood, questions yet haunt me.
Can a life wasted with decadence
And egotism find absolution?
Or is this simply an illusion I need to embrace
For the strength to endure?
Loved ones trivialized and marginalized
Along my destructive path,
A family left with hearts forever scarred by pain.
My heart longs for love and forgiveness.
Tragedy resurrected me a better man,
But at a monumental cost to so many,
Those that tried to love me.
My journey is to become worthy of that love,
Of such a price paid,
And my journey is infinite.

I’ve met survivors in here, a small measure of people, resolute in their journey to a better life, a better way of living and to just be better people; a group not only on a quest to atone for their actions but to repair relationships broken during their time as broken men.  They work hard to help others do the same.  These survivors have become a light in this dark place, hope of a better way for some that may never have another chance to change.  So, even in this place, there is a way to live.  I choose to be better and surround myself with like-minded people, people who have changed their path and their very lives.  You can do the same – seek out these people, these survivors.  They will help you find your path to a better life.  I am one of them now, and I know now that there is a life beyond prison.


ABOUT THE WRITER. Kenneth is new to WITS. This submission as well as his role as a mentor and peer support specialist are a reflection of his commitment to helping others find their own journey to forgiveness and peace through recovery and self-awareness. That is exactly what I see in his writing – self-reflection, a search for light, and finding a measure of it in reaching out to others in their pain.

Kenneth can be contacted at:
Kenneth Edwards #383909
MacDougall Correctional Institution
1516 Old Gilliard Road
Ridgeville, SC 29472

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The Echoes Of Your Life, My Friend

Last night I called my wife, something I do every night, and we went through our extensive prayer list together. Five minutes after we hung up, I was alarmed to see a message left from her on the prison tablet asking me to ‘call home again’…  

I braced myself for the phone call.  

“Please sit down, Keith.”  Her next words pierced right through me as she read the Instagram post announcing the loss of David Inocencio, founder of The Beat Within. My heart tightened and the tears began to form.  Our last telephone conversation had been just weeks prior.  I had not spoken with David much this year, unaware he had been battling cancer, and hearing his voice was always uplifting.  He described to me where he was when we spoke that day, sitting on his patio, his soulmate Lisa was cooking him breakfast, and the sunshine was especially beautiful that day. I never imagined it would be the last time we would talk, yet I look back now at that conversation and see it for what it may have been.

David, a man that came into my life as a stranger nearly ten years ago, became more than just a mentor to me during a time of soul searching and longing to be more than what I had been much of my life; he became like a brother to me, someone I admired for all he was in the community and the world around him. I wrote a letter to The Beat Within ten years ago after reading an issue, not expecting much in return.  I merely wanted to give them a “shout out” for the outstanding work they do throughout California. David replied to my letter with personal recognition and praise for the work that I had shared with him regarding my own struggles and successes while incarcerated. I was touched by the fact that this man took the time to read my story, give me feedback and encouragement, and more importantly, see me as a human being who had experienced a tough life, rather than just someone who had lived life committing crimes and making poor choices.

I began sharing more of my story with David all those years ago, dedicating time and effort into providing artwork to TBW, and before long I became a recognized feature amongst the teens who would flip through the pages.  David would tell me how they would ask about me when he would visit the juvenile facilities, wanting to know when I was going to do another drawing.  It made me feel like what I was doing was bigger than just the time and effort of me putting my talents on paper. 

“Keith,” he said, “your artwork inspires these kids to sit down and see possibilities they never considered before.” 

I never saw the significance in what my art was doing until he said those words.  I wanted to give others something from my heart, yet I was missing the bigger picture all along.  David, my brother and friend, taught me how to see the bigger picture. I spent years of my life incarcerated in the local juvenile hall, and eventually the California Youth Authority at the age of fifteen.  I could relate to the teens that would write their stories, hopes and dreams in the pages of TBW publications. These young people, in every sense, were just like me and needed to be heard.  David, with no hesitation whatsoever, gave them a voice.

“Thank you for everything that you have done all of these years, Keith,” he said that last morning we talked.  “I love you my brother, and I am so happy that I got to hear your voice.”

Perhaps he knew something I didn’t know that day and wanted me to always know how much he loved and appreciated me. Despite all of our initial conversations, that one conversation felt more heartfelt and sentimentally sound than any other.  David always talked of me coming home one day, attending TBW workshops with him and Lisa, and I promised him we would have a nice barbecue with his family and mine once I earned the freedom that I’ve been fighting so hard for. 

“David,” I told him that morning, “you, too, have been a great part of my journey, and I love you and appreciate all the confidence you have in me.” 

There is never enough time to say goodbye, and even had I known it would be our last conversation, I would have never said goodbye to a man that will forever be present in my life, despite his passing. I grew to love this man with the better parts of me that he helped bring out over the years.

Earlier this year I was referred back to the courts for ‘resentencing consideration’ based on my accomplishments and positive changes to my life; David wrote a letter of support to the judge who will be making the final decision on my case(s) on any given date. I do not know what the outcome will be; however, I do know that even in his final days he displayed yet another act of compassion for me, and I will forever be grateful. I will walk out of these gates one day soon, I believe this wholeheartedly; and in spirit, the man that gave me a voice all of those years ago, as he has thousands of others in his lifetime, will be watching over me as I embrace my freedom for the first time in over three decades. Until then, I will continue to be the man David taught me to be through his own life’s legacy. 

My brother, my friend, I love you and will miss you…

For anyone who reads this – sometimes we don’t see the importance of others who are placed into our lives until they are no longer here.  Please take a moment to reach out to those you love dearly, let them know their presence in your life is more valuable than words can express… – Keith


ABOUT THE WRITER. Keith is fairly new to WITS, but it didn’t take me long to realize, after working with him on a couple projects, that I simply can’t keep up with him. He is a change maker.

If his interaction with David Inocencio had something to do with creating that spark, David’s life will echo far beyond even his own reach in all those he touched who will carry on his spirit.

Keith Erickson is a writer, an artist, and a trail blazer, organizing and leading positive endeavors and initiatives. Keith has acted as the Chief Editor of the 4Paws Newsletter, he has earned an Associates Degree in Behavioral Science, and was also the illustrator of the GOGI Life Tools Coloring Book. Keith stays busy working during the day and facilitating programs in the evenings. He also hopes to have access to pursuing his Bachelor’s degree in the future.  
To hear more of Keith’s story in his words, listen to his Prison POD podcast.

Keith Erickson can be contacted at:
Keith Erickson #E-74907
Pleasant Valley State Prison
D-5-225
Low
P.O. Box 8500
Coalinga, CA 93210
Keith can also be reached through GettingOut.com

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God Don’t Like Ugly

I was always told beauty is only skin deep.  It’s what’s inside a person that truly counts, so I’ve never been one to be critical of a person’s outward appearance.  However, I also heard it preached that God don’t like ugly.  And throughout my twenty odd years in the Department of Corrections, I must admit, I’ve seen some pretty ugly things.  Perhaps some of the ugliest at the infamous Pasquotank Prison – more affectionately known as ‘Pass-a-shank’, just to give you an idea.

During my extended stay there, I recall there was one particular female officer, let’s just say, she had a peculiar way with the inmate population.  Ms. CO wasn’t the most attractive woman, but she was a woman, and that’s worth a good five points on the scale in an all men’s facility.  She kept her hair and nails done, and if you saw her from the back, you’d forget any of her shortcomings.  And, like I said, I’m not one to be all judgemental, and I try to treat all God’s children the same. But, like I also said, it’s what’s on the inside that counts, and Ms. CO must’ve been a little foul on the inside, because she sure spoke foul in abundance. 

I, myself, never had any run-ins with Ms. CO, and we were no less than cordial when interacting.  However, I did know she was a pit viper, always ready to strike.  After witnessing one of her venomous attacks, I did my best to steer clear.  She didn’t need much provoking, and she certainly wasn’t holding anything back.  

I remember once, our TV had been inadvertently turned off by the control booth officer and some brave soul took it upon himself to ask Ms. CO about it.  

“Hey, Ms. CO…  tell ‘em to turn the TV back on,” the guy casually said.

Now, all Ms. CO had to do was simply radio the officer in the booth and correct the mishap, but nothing was ever simple with Ms. CO.  

“Fuck that TV, I’m on my way home!” she snapped, spinning on her heels.

“Dumb bitch,” someone mumbled.

Instantly, Ms. CO spun back around.  Her eyes narrowed into slits, as she honed in on her target.  With unadulterated vitriol, she spewed her venomous rage, “Dumb bitch?  No, you the dumb bitch, locked up in here on yo’ knees at night.  I’m going home.  Like I said, fuck that TV!”

The cell block went deathly silent.  You could practically hear the shattering of her victim’s face, as it hit the floor.  There was momentary shock, before the spread of hushed murmurs and snickering.  

These weren’t the types of words you spoke to a man, especially not a man in prison.  Adding insult to injury, the words not only came from an officer, but a female officer, an absolute challenge to his manhood and integrity.  I prayed for the man’s restraint, and praised him for it.  I’m not even certain Ms. CO had the right culprit.  

This was but one of her many vicious verbal assaults, and some were a lot more vulgar and degrading.  It was a common occurrence.  Ms. CO was known to pepper at least two or three people with her spicy speech every time she stepped in the building.  Another such incident occurred while we were in the canteen line.  A young brother came out of the block be-bopping, talking loud, saluting all the homies; just being young.  However, he hadn’t yet met Ms. CO, wasn’t even aware she’d set her sights on him.

Once he did take notice of her icy stare, the young man froze in his tracks.  First, giving himself a lookover, he turned to Ms. CO and asked, “What?”

Ms. CO’s neck and eyes rolled slowly, like an uncoiling serpent.

“What?” she hissed, taken aback by the perceived insolence.  “Boy, you know the rules!” she added with a snap.

“First of all, I ain’t no boy, and…”

Before he could finish, Ms. CO lit into him.  “Boy, you whatever I say you is.  Now, go back to the block.  No canteen for you…”  Ms. CO said with a dismissive wave before adding, “And if another mutha’ fucka’ come out here with their shirt untucked, I’m shutting this shit down, and won’t nobody be getting canteen!”

The young man took a very quick and aggressive step toward Ms. CO, but an “O.G.” stepped in front of him.

“Chill, cuz…  Just go on back; I got you.”

Ms. CO eyed the intervening man and slightly snarled.  Then, to the young man, “Bye!  Go!” emphasized by bulging eyes.

The young man looked from Ms. CO to his, or maybe her, savior and shook his head in frustration.  The O.G. gave him a knowing and appreciative nod.

Once the scene had died down and the line resumed, the O.G. finally spoke.  

“Ms. CO,” he thoughtfully began.

She appeared to be listening, but also looked very uninterested.

“You know… you got to mind how you speak to people.”

“I ain’t got to do sh…” she attempted, but the O.G. silenced her with the subtle raise of his hand.  

“You right.  You ain’t got to do shit, but it would be in all our best interests if you considered how you talk to people.  You just can’t go around lighting any and everybody up…  Some niggaz’ ain’t going home and ain’t got shit to lose.”

Ms. CO looked to be halfheartedly listening, but before she could interject, he added, “If that ain’t enough…  just remember, God don’t like ugly.”

With that, the man turned to leave, without going to canteen.

I don’t know if Ms. CO took heed to anything the good brother said, but things did seem to quiet down, at least for a little while.  That is, until they paired Ms. CO with another young lady, who also bore an equally burdensome chip on her shoulder.  The young sister felt she had something to prove to all ‘the bros’ on the yard.

Once united, this deranged duo clicked tight and unleashed a wicked wrath.  There were shakedowns, lockdowns, and plenty verbal beatdowns.  They hated the strong and stomped out the weak.  You did good if you were able to stay clear and stay quiet, as myself and a few others managed, becoming the proverbial fly on the wall.  It was from that very vantage point I witnessed the most gruesome attack I’d ever seen.

One day, while I was on the phone, I noticed a ruckus stirring in the next block.  I couldn’t quite see what was going on, but I was accustomed to steering clear.  It wasn’t until later I would find out Ms. CO’s cohort was being viciously beaten in an area known as ‘no man’s land’, far from help and obscure from view.

Though I couldn’t see what was happening while I was on the phone, I could see a friend of mine also talking on the phone.  He calmly carried on his conversation, watching the melee from the angle he had as if it were another dull ballgame.  From the outside looking in, you would have never imagined the drama unfolding before his eyes; nor the drama to which his life had just succumbed.  After recently finishing a ten year stretch, he was back in less than a year.  This time, sadly, leaving behind not only his family, but exchanging his newly gained freedom for a fresh thirty-seven year sentence.  Another ruined recidivist.

It was about then, Ms. CO made her way into the block.  D.O.C. so valued their loyal and faithful minions that these two female officers were the only officers on duty, expected to monitor and control ninety-six grown men.  The admin-instructor had pumped their head full of, “I think I can!” 

Flying to the rescue, Ms. CO whipped out her retractable baton, the metal stick locking in place.  Barking commands, she parted the sea of rowdy bystanders, headed to aid her fallen co-worker.  I’ll spare you the gory details, but Ms. CO never made it beyond the wall phone.  I watched as that friend who’d been on the phone calmly cradled the receiver and just as calmly grabbed Ms. CO by the wrist.  Snatching the baton from her hand, he commenced with a brutal beating.  In the end, the baton was broken as well as one of his hands.  I’m not sure what happened, but the jovial jokester I once knew was no more.  This enraged man was exorcizing every demon that tormented him, both within and without. 

The cavalry’s clumsy arrival was far too late.  The damage was done and the needed repair immeasurable.  Ms. CO and her partner were carted out and never seen again.  The two men who carried out the savage sacrifice also met an impending fate.  My heart goes out to them all, the sisters who were pawns in a grander scheme; the brothers who fell victim to yet another of the system’s treacherous traps.  I will never condone violence against anyone, neither am I a fan of the merciless abuse of authority.  

Days later, while watching the evening news, there was a report on the attack.  Allegedly, Ms. CO sustained a fractured orbital socket, a broken jaw, twenty staples and numerous stitches.  Shaking my head, I said a silent prayer and thought, ‘God don’t like ugly.’  

ABOUT THE WRITER.   I have a lot of favorite writers, and Carter is one of them. He has a natural talent and relatable style. And, honestly, there is so much to think about in this essay, it is hard subject matter to tackle, and I think he did it very well. Carter is extremely interested in furthering his education, but those opportunities are close to none where he is currently at and in his current situation. But that doesn’t stop him, he is still driven and motivated to take positive steps, and I’m so grateful that he shares his writing here. Carter is also a co-author of Beneath Our Numbers. 

If you would like to contact Carter Cooper, please reach out to me directly.

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Update From Arizona Book Club

I’m only on page 28, but already hooked on Arizona’s latest selection – Girl, Forgotten, by Karin Slaughter. I think it is going to be a winner. This is the first book by this author I’ve read, and the group should get their copies this week. As always – feel free to join us, we would be happy to share your thoughts here! All the books in the Arizona Club get donated to the facility library when the book club is done with them.


Now for the most recent read – The Maidens, by Alex Michaelides. This book was specifically chosen because Arizona had read The Silent Patient by the same author. The Maidens got five stars across the board! Below are their and my thoughts:

“The ending was soft, I would have added more to the cult-like group leader’s mystery.” Even so, Carlos Sigala felt it was a page turner, saying he would most likely be friends with the ‘sneaky and sinister’ Zoe. ‘Amusing read’ that touched on some situations that aren’t in other books. – Carlos Sigala
Zoe is definitely an interesting choice, Carlos! Just make sure you don’t close your eyes:)

“I think it was well written. It’s not my usual genre. After reading this one and The Silent Patient, I will definitely read another one of Alex’s books.” Who did Ralph think he would most likely be friends with? “Probably Mariana, would really like to get to know someone like her.” He points out, “even though we come from way different lifestyles.” “Silent Patient was my first read. This book blew my mind almost as much. Looking forward to more from Alex Michaelides.” – Ralph Dyer  
What I love about these reading groups is just that – we are all reading different genres, learning about different ways of life, other than our own. And I’m with Ralph gravitating towards Mariana, my reasons being that I would love to know more about the dynamics of group therapy. I think it is really fascinating how group leaders are really facilitators of the magic that comes naturally from a group but that’s an entirely different topic!

“I was looking for the twist, but had the wrong person. It was a great twist. I liked it (the book) because it sounded almost like the author wanted to intertwine his first book along with his second book. I am a fan of Alex Michaelides. I’d probably be friends with Ruth the therapist and Clarissa the professor because they both know how to listen and analyze people. Henry and Fred reminded me of Theo Faber from The Silent Patient. They’re all needy controlling individuals. I’d like to see this author’s books made into movies, they would be some great thrillers.” – Victor McKaney
I totally agree with you, Victor. And I think the tie ins to previous books would make the movie versions even more captivating. For some reason, I like hearing about characters from previous books, it’s as if you are creating an imaginary neighborhood of characters, and it’s like passing an old friend on the street when you hear one mentioned in a following book. I loved that aspect of these books.



And, there was one more review for a previous book club read – The Family Upstairs.

Carlos Sigala did not find The Family Upstairs predictable, “At no point did I find the ending predictable. I knew they would reunite, but not in that fashion.” Carlos felt it was well written and felt Libby, the main character, was the most likeable because she wasn’t greedy. This one came away with a 4.5 stars for Carlos. – Carlos Sigala
It’s been a while since this read, but I think I agree with you on all points. I definitely didn’t see the ending coming exactly the way it did, and I can remember being disappointed in ‘the character’ of some characters. Not the book – but some people in the book let me down! Libby was solid though. And the writing was solid, that’s for sure. So far, all of the books we’ve read in this group have had solid writing, I think.


Onward – I’m really loving Girl, Forgotten. Hope it ends as good as it has started. We’ll let you know!

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Calling On Guest Speakers

Pleasant Valley State Prison – Coalinga California

I am a resident of Pleasant Valley State Prison, and we are hosting an event at the institution. We are in dire need of guest speakers who are willing to volunteer their time and attend and share their personal insight and experience in the following areas:

Violence Awareness. Someone personally impacted by violence or works with those who have suffered violence.

Domestic Violence. Someone personally impacted by domestic violence or works with those who have suffered domestic violence.

Victims Impact. Someone who has lost a loved one at the hands of either gun violence or domestic violence, who is now advocating for and promoting nonviolence.

Suicide Awareness. Someone who can share personal experience concerning, knowledge of or insight into suicide.

We hope to host this event in September, however, the process of getting guests cleared to enter the prison is something that we need to address as soon as possible. If you are in the California area or know of anyone in this location, please reach out and help us make this happen. The men at Pleasant Valley State Prison D-Facility have been on a mission to bring more awareness, healing, and intervention/prevention to these very real issues… WE NEED YOU!

TO RESPOND TO KEITH, you can message WITS through the comments or the CONTACT US page, any messages will be forwarded to him. If you would like him to call you to discuss, please send me your phone number, as well as a good time for him to reach you and what time zone you are in.

You can also directly reach Keith at:
Keith Erickson #E-74907
Pleasant Valley State Prison
D-5-225
Low
P.O. Box 8500
Coalinga, CA 93210
Keith can also be reached through GettingOut.com

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The Hole

A cell within a prison, a closet within an asylum. The Can, The Bing, The Box.  Separation from a society that is locked away from a society.  For some it’s hell, for others – just a room.  

The walls don’t respond, sometimes closing in along with claustrophobic anxiety.  Emotions trapped safely away for a person’s mental stability pound on the walls of a mind, searching for a way in.  Guilt can seep through, unwanted reflections, as well as thoughts of all those things never done.  The hurt, pain, anger, deception and humiliation caused can be haunting, just as are thoughts of family and friends lost.  The questions sometimes arise – ‘What am I even here for? What more do I have to live for?’

I would go crazy if not for my radio, a few magazines and an ink pen.  I hoard at least one item off each tray so I don’t go hungry at night and develop daily physical and spiritual routines to survive.  It doesn’t help that the guy on my left won’t stop banging on his toilet with a battery, or the guy on the right is busy making a concoction to melt your soul if he decides to toss it on you the first chance he gets.  More than likely, an officer denied him an extra breakfast tray or wrote him up for fishing kill shots on a line from his neighbor.

The Hole is designed for mental destruction and more often than not – succeeds.  But me, I found freedom in The Hole.  I discovered a talent I never knew I had and learned who I am as a person and a man.  I learned how to master my strengths and acknowledge my flaws.  I learned knowledge of ‘self’ and how to accept all of me and what I’ve become without the negativity of anyone’s opinions.  For many, The Hole can be Hell, to others, it’s just a room.  

ABOUT THE WRITER. Terrell Williams is new to WITS and contacted us because of his love of writing and a desire to share his thoughts with us and the world. His hope is that his writing will reach one person, touch one path, and do a measure of good. That is a common goal here.

You can contact Terrell at:
Terrell Williams #1000054
307 Craft Drive
Winston Salem, NC 27105

You can also reach Terrell through textbehind.com.

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