This is Ernest Parker, proud father and grandfather. His warmth runs deeper than the smile. His friends speak of him fondly, and I recently had the privilege of reading a letter he wrote, in which he described a fellow inmate. Of his friend, he said, “His smile is like a beacon of light shining in the valley of despair.” While speaking so highly of his friend, Ernest Parker also described his home as the ‘valley of despair’. His home of nearly three decades has been a federal prison.
A few weeks before Christmas, 1990, Ernest Parker – Parker Bey to his friends – pled guilty to possession with intent to distribute a mixture containing cocaine base and possession with intent to distribute black tar heroin. Less than two years later, in 1992, Ernest Parker was found guilty of conspiracy with intent to distribute in excess of five kilograms of cocaine while in prison.
That was almost thirty years ago. This coming December, as the rest of us prepare for and celebrate the holiday season, Parker-Bay will begin his twenty eighth year of incarceration. This autumn, he will celebrate his sixty-third birthday inside a prison. When he was first incarcerated, he had a ten year old daughter. She is all grown up now, and has a daughter of her own. Parker-Bay’s granddaughter will turn twelve this year.
Mr. Parker is not alone. He, along with thousands of other grandfathers, are nearing the end of the their lives behind bars, at the same time that we have an administration that is speaking of getting tougher on crime, talking of resorting to the death penalty for some drug crimes.
Parker-Bey was drug dealer. He was not a wealthy man using his status to belittle those he felt beneath him. He was not a murderer. He was not an arsonist. He was not an abuser of children or women. He was not a well-paid doctor writing prescriptions to addicts and abusing his position knowing full well the medical repercussions of his crime. He was not a rapist. He was not guilty of assault or armed robbery. He has never been any of those things, but something he is known as today is a ‘good friend’.
At my request, Mr. Parker wrote to me about his case. In his letter, he shared with me some of his frustration with his former lawyer and how he requested that they do things that were never done. He also spoke of evidence he feels could have helped him that came up missing.
There are things that I know from my own life experiences and what others have shared with me time and time again. Courts aren’t fair. Anyone who thinks they are has not been very involved with them. Guilt and innocence, reality and fiction – those things are often interchangeable in a courtroom. Without talented representation that has your best interests at heart and behaves as your advocate, a person is very likely to experience that reality. Lawyers, prosecutors and judges – they write the story. That is reality, and it is just as real as Parker-Bey’s words to me describing his longtime home as ‘the unwholesome depths of a human warehouse’. Ernest Parker, father, grandfather, good friend, former drug dealer, lives in a human warehouse, one of the thousands stored there as part of America’s failed ‘war on drugs’.
ERNEST PARKER can be contacted at:
Ernest Parker #02816-089
Federal Correctional Institution
P.O. Box 1000
Milan, Michigan 48160
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR. Darrell has contributed several pieces to this site and continues to write. He wrote this piece not long ago, shortly after a friend of his lost his life inside his cell.
I sympathize with the people of Flint, Michigan. Their water was contaminated because nobody gave much thought to the problems that could be created by switching from a water source that was proven reliable to the Flint River, which was known for its mercury poisoned waters.
Yet, Robert Booker remains in prison to this day. He is serving his time as a trusted inmate, walking the halls of what used to be a college campus in Yankton and watching the geese fly by. He continues to miss all of the ‘firsts’ with his grandkids, walking in endless circles around a track, and writing. And the government continues to fund his incarceration in order to punish a man who has already been punished, reform a man who has already been reformed, and keep a man they know is not a threat to anyone far removed from those who love him. For what? Robert Booker is the face of the fallout of the failed war on drugs.
I’ve spent ninety-two weeks plus, cooped up at The People’s Zoo. This is where they place all of the untrustworthy incorrigibles to be petted, groomed and most importantly – watched.
I pace my floor in slow, calculated strides. Like a feline, the King of All Cats – The Lion. Yet, I dare roar. It’ll expose my hand and allow them to see me in the light that I’ve worked so hard to distract them from. I’m now the ‘Quiet One’. I smile quietly to myself as I unsheathe my sword. I admire the elegance of my work. She’s been with me for as long as I can remember. Flexible, yet firm. Molding to my hand. It belongs there. So, I write,
Once she returns, I step in the yard and the door is closed behind me. I stoop once again to place my hands through the slot so the handcuffs can be removed. My clothes are then passed to me through the slot. I quickly begin putting them on and trying to get warm.
ABOUT THE WRITER. Travis Runnels, is a published author, and is currently working on his second novel. He lives on Death Row.
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